can u juz leave me alone...

2006-07-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... i'll to apologise to those that actually came to my blog but in disappointment, found that it's dead =x
its not tt i dun update.. juz that there isnt much for me to blog abt. there isnt anything that is of relative importance to me which i feel that there's a need for me to blog here.. hahax created this blog during O levels for as a place for me to fa1 xie4. now that its over.. life's back to normal.

o well, since i'm here, i'll blog something. Adaptating to jc life has been a challenge to me. totally different from the carefree life of secondary school. 6 months have past... thou i'm still not really comfortable in vj (aka jc life) haiz.. thou i've to say vj life has been and will be fun. will nv regret coming vj! =] well, a change is still needed if i wish to stay happily in vj. n its progress has been quite successful so far.

something else.. 'ignorance is a bliss'.. but tt's not what i want. i'll need to do something. something different from what i've alw been doing. it wun be juz 'me' anymore. it'll be 'them'

mum.

2006-04-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		46%
Stability		60%
Orderliness		66%
Accommodation		63%
Interdependence		83%
Intellectual		63%
Mystical		56%
Artistic		43%
Religious		63%
Hedonism		63%
Materialism		63%
Narcissism		56%
Adventurousness		76%
Work ethic		36%
Self absorbed		23%
Conflict seeking		36%
Need to dominate		56%

Romantic		50%
Avoidant		23%
Anti-authority		56%
Wealth		43%
Dependency		50%
Change averse		43%
Cautiousness		63%
Individuality		50%
Sexuality		56%
Peter pan complex		50%
Physical security		83%
Physical Fitness		70%
Histrionic		36%
Paranoia		56%
Vanity		63%
Hypersensitivity		23%
Female cliche		43%

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2006-03-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

06s35... a class i grew to like and treasure... Hahax. And to actually think how i used to feel how disunited the class was [ wif all the clique n stuff] perhaps this hasnt changed but i believe it's only temporary. Well.. this entry's basically dedicated to all those tt MAY be leaving e class. The time spent togther may be short but you all have certainly left us a lasting impression. not much to say, so.. here's a little something for u all>

Angelina - the tk doll gal. hahax u seem to be alw smiling and happy. well.. hope u'll remain lik tt =] n.. u're the cutest in the class laa. happy? =P no need bother ivy

Amanda - the doggie gal! think the only words i've said to you is 'ruff ruff' or 'boink boink' hahax. u're rather quiet.. ok ba, maybe to me =x btw, u look nice when u let ur hair down =) smile more! dun alw look so sianz

Ivy - 常春藤 [chang chun teng] lolx jkjk. i think u're the most approachable girl in the class. think e guys will agree with me [ cept zq ba... ] hmm alw wun fail to comment something bout me -.-" guess i shan elaborate much on that. A good friend to crap wif =P Anw, u're a nice girl =) hope nothing will dampen ur spirit..

i cant write chinese....

2006-01-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Eric, you are Right-brained

Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings. People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior. You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.

hmmm i'm CREATIVE!! i din noe that i've such a POTENTIAL =P haha okay okay juz kiddin. Always thought that i was left-brained [with all de organised me n stuff] so tt explains de watch on my right hand. hmm nvm. tts all for today.. signing off [nothing more to talk abt for now]

2005-12-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

Haha..... has been a long time since i've last blogged.. dun wish to blog now either =/ took this color test in Tickle, results:

Black

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Partly true leh... sianzz perfectionist.. [only in specific areas]

2005-11-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

Before Os:

10hrs sleep [42%]

2hrs eat/bathe/brushup [8%]

12hrs study [50%]

0.5hr entertainment[2%]

Consider tt there's no need to waste time on 4meals a day -.- brunch and dinner will do.

After Os:

13hrs sleep [54%]

3-5hrs eat/bathe/brushup [21%]

0hr study [0%]

6-8hrs entertainment [25%]

Hm... thinking abt it, i'm still a pig >.<

2005-10-21T19:37:00.000+08:00

okay, Hwa Chong.... sacrificed yeah! for it. So basically.. [evrybody noes] its huge =.= bigger than njc. i only managed to explore e main building; e left and right wings seemed rather ulu >.< still have a separate science block. Anw, it's full of corridors la. u'll get lost there -.-" rather spacious unlike nj which is compressed into one whole building. but e building is kinda old la [expected] Well... as u all noe, hc is affliated to most of e top sec schs.. so these smart alexes will definitely move on to hc in grps. hm... think will probably get left out if u dun noe anybody or u're not sociable enuf, seem to be lik engaged in their own world when walking ard e campus. on e other hand.. the teachers are friendly =] heard that all these teachers are selected specially; if he's not gd enuf, then its bye bye, he had his chances. O well... expect nothing less from e top jc in singapore. Next, ccas... lik nan hua, dance is a popular choice in hc [tts wat i think la, wif mass dancing and stuff going on] saw tt dance senior..wat's his name again? paul or iszit not? argh.. i'm not a dance fan =S but the students are quite enthu laa, not lik nan hua. at first i thought it was e dance cca dancing -.-" but then i realised its e students council loh... buck up sui pheng! Hm... anything else to add on.... their IT is pro. orientation video rox, creative, cool animation. Well.. wat can i say, hwa chong =_=

2005-10-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hm... this is juz a little something i found out about ACJC from my acjc friends la

- dun take physics cauz its physics department is totally screwed, with lousy teachers tt get bullied and those can-only-depend-on-urself kind of teaching

- notorious reputation for snoobish people

- tt so called chapel session every monday is for taking naps e -.-

- exams very difficult... gp out of 1000+ people take, only 100+ pass

-if you're going for arts, acjc is one of the best choice

anw, he said if given a choice, he wun go acjc. haha now i think badly of acjc liao...

to all acjc fans: this is wat he said =P dun blame me hahahaha dun ask me wat's his name also

- raffles has great cca records but its academics doesnt match up to it
- njc all muggers...
- u can go hc if u wanna stress urself and be at rock bottom.. cauz its e best ?!

hm... i guess no matter what, it still lies down to whether u're willing to work hard. if you go to a good jc but u wanna slag also no use waa. haiz......... jc life.. sianz... life's boring.. cant wait to go NS, abroad also not bad =D

2005-09-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

yay! internet prob finally solved liao =D too long nv blog liao... i dun noe wat to type?!
ok, prelims ma- quite happy with my results. haha, esp humanes n eng. Eng NO MORE E8s hahah bye bye elephant. hm.. hv been very slack this week. any1 of u all started piaing le maa ? i've lost my momentum lia =S e dateline isnt helping much either...2 weeks... haiz haiz... argh... i nothing to write liao, signing off~

p.s. i guess e internet prob isnt my reason for not playing games... now with it back, all e internet games dont seem appealing anymore- BU HAO WAN -.- perhaps ppl juz dun treasure wat they hv, only to regret when they lose

2005-09-13T17:19:00.000+08:00

taking things as it goes...no point regretting, u juz have to make up for it in e future. its not like u can go back in time and change history -.- adios..

2005-09-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

okay... -.-" saying is easy. i'm piaing tru e night n slping through e days these days... lik start studying onli at 10pm!!! wat am i doin from 12pm to 10pm........ eating slpin watchin tv playin com -_- okay....... nw wat. it still goes into e brain right ? haha. yay! still hv 3 days to stdy geo =D hahaha more than enough =P lalala okay laaa juz trying to console myself =) heex yup yup. anw... my heart is telling me to stop typing n START my studies for today..... hahaha

p.s. watching movies is nt relaxing at all -.-" it juz drains ur mental energy n make ur adrenaline go hay wire. simply, it makes u tired, make u wanna slp

2005-09-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

hm... okay, thanks to some1 i'm super stressed up nw... is tt gd or bad. i shall change " ''im neutral abt stdying " to " i hate stdying " esp those subjects i dun lik. ss... geo.... djosfhsdkljfnsdiofj u noe how many facts r inside nt... haiz haiz.. i lik learning new stuff but i hate studying for it... listening to mr yeo's stories is nice right =D stdying geo is hell =S hm... anw, any1 of u all stdy in the morning de? think i hv to change my stdy time, instead of slping in e morning n afternoon, n stdying onli in the night. lksdvsdoifjslkcjosdfnwelfkjlskcm,efnsdm,vioejflsdflsdkjcvlsdkfjvl,vn,mdfgosdflskcnsdl;kfjioveldfklslkvdf =_=" juz feeling lik jamming e keyboard =P gonna play O2 jam nw.... signin off

2005-09-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

hm... dun noe leh... is this wat they called stdy mode? or juz getting stressed up =S i'm tired... i'm weared out... i juz wanna slp through everything... sianz sianz sianz. life's boring!! cant u see the word boring! haha... ok suan le, juz trying to fa xie. this prelim is getting my nerves... i wan it end fast but i haven stdy for it! no time no time. okay nw wat> pia for the following 3 weeks ah... sianz tts dam long..

anw bio prac sux big time. its so difficult!! the last page gone liao laaa, y i nv read the question lk;sdfjsdklfjsdlfkjsdf WATER PLANT... zero marks... moreover the similarities n differences is plain bul shit loh. wat's there to write ?! like one is circle n one an arc ah?? sianz sianz... n this is prelims... =/=/=/=/=/=/=/

gonna slp... i'm alw tired... dun ask me to play. either no time or no mood.

ps. plz dun mind the crude language

2005-08-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

no more distractions!!! >> tv cum com
so... think i'll leave this blog aside for the time being till prelims is over... or i feel lik fa xie[ing] again. well anw, thanks u guys for all ur tags, esp sh =] gonna revive it when everything's over... cya

2005-08-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

Three little sentence will get you through life.

1: 'Cover for me.'
2: 'Good idea, boss.'
3: 'It was like that when I got here.'

by Homer

2005-08-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

yay! common test is finally over!! =D okay.. nw wat. Omg i juz realised i haven study for civics n moral n its juz next monday! die liao laaa this time sure fail =X sec 1-4 work leh.... thou i'm nt a really gd liar but i really wanted an A for cme... makes my report bk look nicer =) okok i muz be really bo liao tt's y i'm crapping here =P

hm... time sure passes real fast n nw its a few more weeks to prelims liao! how come i'm still nt feeling the pressure to stdy... dont tell me i'm gonna pia last min for PRELIMS. no way man. hm.. all the topics for all subjects r pretty much covered liao, nw juz hv to revise through ALL of time =S this is getting boring... is lik stdyin the same thing over n over again. gd thing i'm still quite motivated to get gd grades, continue pia. hope Os quickly past so tt i can really break out of this boring life. but then.. tt means sec life is also abt to come to an end. hm... i hv neutral feelings abt this but i'll definitely miss secondary life, can foll ard n do all the funny things in class n the most impt thing > the teachers dont care! or we don care whether the teachers hv comments abt our behavior. hehe =P don think we'll be this crazy when we move on the jc/poly life... c first

O ya... i really slept for a day today.. [ juz lik wat i said i will in the previous entry haha] woke up at 11 to try to fix de stupid keyboard, eat breakfast, then went to slp again.. till lik 5.30 then wake up for 'lunch'.... haha guess this is to make up for all the lost slp over the past week [hm... wonder if there's even this kinda logic. don noe....]

well... guess this it. nitez...

2005-08-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz... this is really bad. i juz realised today i've somehow changed> i'm no longer happy anymore!!! sianz sianz. thou it doesnt realli affect my studies.. cauz i dont hate studyin ma =P, this cannot do! last time i alw feel happy going to sch de okay, there's alw new things to see, new things to crap abt. nw its lik... normal. it's getting borin... b0r1n okay. everything is juz de same.. juz tt de stress is getting to de class. Everybody's piaing... creates a veri... weird atmosphere, which i dont realli lik. no longer laughin from the bottom of my heart. hm... juz thinkin of this is veri depressing... [conclude]

sld realli find one day aft common test n play the hell out of it. throw all school work aside. no worries nothin tt can spoil my mood. juz plain fun =D hahaha. yay! juz thinkin of this i'm feelin kinda better liao hehe. cant wait for exams to end..

i wanna slp for a day..

complaints...

2005-08-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

Can't believe i'm totally wiped out when its juz the FIRST day of common test... darn... there's still 4 more days to go. damn tired... guess is because i din slp well last night ba..too warm! anw, it was a gd thing there wasnt any mosquitoes flying ard at tt time, otherwise i wld hv died from scratching n tryin to protect myself from the irritatin 'buzzing' noise. can nv slp if there's buzzin mosquitoes in my rm... "u can go suck all my blood if u wan, juz dont bother me!" hm hm...shan continue on this mosquito thing -.-

it was a gd thing eng wasnt tt hard today =) hope can get a B this time... yup yup. all cold waters get lost. em was okay, but the the loci question is kinda difficult, took me lik 15min juz to do it. anw, gd thing i completed the paper on time. yay.

O, n 1 thing... i shall nt buy stupid sushi any more, hai wo stomachache durin physics... muz be tt seaweed's fault! no... is my fault for even choosin to buy it in the first place. p.s. all 'school sushi' 's lovers, plz dont get too annoyed at <<< that

sianz.. chem n ss tml... =S guess its time to pia liao. [haven start chem environment]
{gone}

2005-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

yay! i'm finally in the mood for blogging aft leaving it to decay for so many days =D funny... most ppl cant wait to post an entry right aft creating it... waaa sianz... this means there's nt enought ups n lows in my life for me to hv something to write abt. haha nvm, who cares anw, you blog jiu hao le.

first thing first: Muz really thank god tt i got A1 for chi Os!! =D haha thou it was ytd but i'm still hving tt great in describable feeing whenever i think of it :D:D:D:D hehe.. n my chinese teacher promised us a treat at some fancy restaurant. which also means we all scored As! hahax

okok, shan get too overwhelmed by this, there's more urgent matters to settle: its lik onli 1 day to COMMON TEST loh n i haven even started my math revision... guess muz depend on luck to score another A again =P haha anw.. i'm quite happy today cauz finished physics n had this great idea popping into my head, thou... i onli studied for 3hrs today... woke up at 12 mah... bo bian i'm a pig =P. n there's this throbbing headache disturbing me...even nw... plus tt BIG television screen which faces me whenever i walk ard de house. haha suan le, i'm satisfied, wont ask more liao, yup yup

hope this blog sld last for at least a month...........................

okay... nw wat... my head is empty rite nw =S guess this is it then.. jiu ci ge bi

ps. can any1 tell me where to get music codes

2005-08-12T02:20:00.000+08:00

forget it... i juz realised no one puts comments under an entry -.-